In a conversation with someone today we were talking about how she had lost her job as a care worker because she was attacked by a member of the public and is now unable to work because the attack has left her with an injured back. The words that left my mouth and the passion behind my words were " Well if it was me I would sue there ass" wow...What the hell is this we have turned into a society of claiming back money from mis-sold insurance on loans and intentionally crashing into each other to claim on the car insurance and compensation for whip lash. Its all too common place now to want to claim money off another in the name of injustice. But what I realised today is that we are failing to see that by doing this we think we are gaining, like some kind of one up man ship! Ha! I got a payout, it doesn't matter that we have damage to the body that we may never fully recover from. But we don't realise that we aren't actually winning here as in the case of insurance we have already paid for this and will do in the future in increased premiums that will effect us all eventually. There is no winner in this current system, unless you are of the 1% of the elite that hold the majority of the wealth in this world.
In a forum chat recently I realised that there is no 'free' money or even clean money because all money as it currently stands in this system is dirty money. Everything we do is abusive because it is done in the name of greed and self interest and because we are in fear and apprehension of each other we don't trust another to do what is best for all. We have a what are you going to do for me attitude! We are so brain washed to think that there is scarcity and a finite amount of cash to go around so we are constantly in fear of survival, get what you can, when you can and if that means lying, cheating, stealing then that's what we must do. Everyone is doing it so what does it matter if I do it too!
Now in the current system there is only so much to go around as it has been designed that way to keep us in a constant state of perpetual needing and wanting more more more and the whole time what we don't see is that we are doing it to each other in the name of survival. We operate on auto pilot of self interest and this was evident to me today when I said " You should sue their asses!"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in a system that is set up to serve self interest and keep us all in survival mode and the name of the game is one up man ship.
I forgive myself that I have in a moment thought about how I could make the most money for myself out of a situation, with no regard for how it may affect others around me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider all in any given situation when I have suggested to another that they should sue and claim as much as they can.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a belief within and as me that because another being is on the other side of the world they are not affected by my actions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in greed and self interest and within this not consider what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into fear and apprehension that another is trying to have one over on me. Because I myself have attempted to get one over on others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become sucked into a system whereby we are all brainwashed to believe that we have to claim what we can because if we don't another may get it and then that won't be fair.
When and as I see myself as thinking well its just a small amount of money and it won't matter too much in the grand scheme of things. I stop and I breathe and I bring myself here and I remind myself that the whole reason that we have the world of spite, greed and competition is because of such moments of when I am thinking it won't matter, because it actually does matter and until we have a new system in place that eradicates greed and self interest, because we all have the same and it doesn't benefit anyone to have more; are we able to truly see what life is about and can be like.
I commit myself to walk the time it takes to get to the point whereby I have no thoughts, feelings or emotions of greed and self interest even if it is on auto pilot and I continue to correct myself through self forgiveness and the breath so that I no longer stand in separation of others in self interest and spite.
I commit myself to be part of the implementation of an equal money system so that we eradicate all forms of abuse and spitefulness of one up man ship in this world/reality.
I commit myself to vote and support for a Equal Money Capitalist System as an interim measure until we are able to fully have a system of Equality and Oneness.